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Don Locke and his book: The Summer the Wind Whispered My Name
NavPress Publishing Group (August 2008)
About the Author:
Don Locke is an illustrator and graphic artist for NBC’s Tonight Show with Jay Leno and has worked as a freelance writer and illustrator for more than thirty years. He lives in Southern California with his wife, Susan. The Summer the Wind Whispered My Name, prequel to The Reluctant Journey of David Connors, is Don’s second novel.
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(ISBN#9781600061530, 355pp, $12.99)
Until recently my early childhood memories werenâ€™t readily available for recollection. Call it a defective hard drive. They remained a mystery and a voidâ€”a midwestern landscape of never-ending pitch-blackness where I brushed up against people and objects but could never assign them faces or names, much less attach feelings to our brief encounters.
But through a miraculous act of divine grace, I found my way back home to discover the child Iâ€™d forgotten, the boy Iâ€™d abandoned supposedly for the good of us both. There he sat beneath an oak tree patiently awaiting my return, as if Iâ€™d simply taken a day-long fishing trip. This reunion of spirits has transformed me into someone both wiser and more innocent, leaving me to feel both old and young.
And with this new gift of recollection, my memories turn to that boy and to the summer of 1960, when the winds of change blew across our rooftops and through the screen doors, turning the simple, manageable world of my suburban neighborhood into something unfamiliar, something uncomfortable. Those same winds blew my father and me apart.
With a gentle shake of my shoulders, a kiss on my cheek, and the words Itâ€™s time whispered by my mom, I woke at five thirty in the morning to prepare for my newspaper route. Careful not to wake my older brother, Bobby, snoozing across the room, I slipped out of bed and stumbled my way into the hallway and toward the bathroom, led only by the dim glow of the nightlight and a familiarity with the route.
There on the bathroom floor, as usual, my mother had laid my clothes out in the shape of my body, my underwear layered on top. Youâ€™re probably wondering why she did this. It could have been that she severely underestimated my intelligence and displayed my clothes in this fashion in case there was any doubt on my part as to which articles of clothing went where on my body. She didnâ€™t want to face the public humiliation brought on by her son walking out of the house wearing his Fruit of the Loom undies over his head. Or maybe her work was simply the result of a sense of humor that I missed completely. Either way, I never asked.
Mine was a full-service mom whose selfless measures of accommodation put the men of Texaco to shame. The fact that she would inconvenience herself by waking me when an alarm clock would suffice, or lay out my clothes when I was capable of doing so myself, might sound a bit odd to you, but believe me, it was only the tip of the indulgent iceberg. This was a woman who would cut the crust off my PB&J sandwich at my request, set my toothbrush out every night with a wad of Colgate laying atop the bristles, and who would often put me to sleep at night with a song, a prayer, and a back scratch. In the wintertime, when the wind chill off Lake Erie made the hundred-yard trek down to the corner to catch the school bus feel like Admiral Perryâ€™s excursion, Mom would actually lay my clothes out on top of the floor heater before I woke up so that my body would be adequately preheated before stepping outside to face the Ohio cold. From my perspective my room was self-cleaning; toys, sports equipment, and clothes discarded onto the floor all found their way back to the toy box, closet, or dresser. I never encountered a dish that I had to clean or trash I had to empty or a piece of clothing I had to wash or iron or fold or put away.
I finished dressing, entered the kitchen, and there on the maroon Formica table, in predictable fashion, sat my glass of milk and chocolate long john patiently waiting for me to consume them. My mother, a chocoholic long before the word was coined, had a sweet tooth that sheâ€™d handed down to her children. She believed that a heavy dusting of white processed sugar on oatmeal, cream of wheat, or grapefruit was crucial energy fuel for starting oneâ€™s day. Only earlier that year Iâ€™d been shocked to learn from my third grade teacher, Mrs. Mercer, that chocolate was not, in fact, a member of any of the four major food groups.
Wearing a milk mustache and buzzing from my sugar rush, I walked outside to where the stack of Tribunesâ€”dropped off in my driveway earlier by the news truckâ€”were waiting for me to fold them.
More often than I ever cared to hear it, my dad would point out, â€œItâ€™s the early bird that catches the worm.â€ But for me it was really those early morning summer hours themselves that provided the reward. Sitting there on our cement front step beneath a forty-watt porch light, rolling a stack of Tribunes, I was keenly aware that bodies were still strewn out across beds in every house in the neighborhood, lying lost in their dreamland slumber while I was already experiencing the day. There would be time enough for the sounds of wooden screen doors slamming shut, the hissing of sprinklers on Bermuda lawns, and the songs of robins competing with those of Elvis emanating from transistor radios everywhere. But for now there was a stillness about my neighborhood that seemed to actually slow time down, where even the old willow in our front yard stood like one more giant dozing on his feet, his long arms hanging lifeless at his sides, and where the occasional shooting star streaking across the black sky was a confiding moment belonging only to the morning and me.
From the porch step I could detect the subtle, pale peach glow rise behind the Finneganâ€™s house across the street. I stretched a rubber band open across the top of my knuckles, spread my fingers apart, and slid it down over the length of the rolled paper to hold it in place. Seventy-six times Iâ€™d repeat this act almost unconsciously. There was something about the crisp, cool morning air that seemed to contain a magical element that when breathed in set me to daydreaming. So thatâ€™s just what I did . . . I sent my homemade bottle rocket blasting above the trees and watched as the red and white bobber at the end of my fishing pole suddenly got sucked down below the surface of the water at Crystal Lake, and with my Little League teamâ€™s game on the line, I could hear the crack of my bat as I smacked a liner over the third basemanâ€™s head to drive in the go-ahead run. Granted, most kids would daydream biggerâ€”their rockets sailed to the moon or Mars, and their fish, blue marlins at least, were hooked off Bermuda in their yachts, and their hits were certainly grand slams in the bottom of the ninth to win the World Series for the Redsâ€”but my dad always suggested that a dream should have its feet planted firmly enough in reality to actually have a chance to come true one day, or there wasnâ€™t much point in conjuring up the dream in the first place. Dreaming too big would only lead to a lifetime scattered with the remnants of disappointments and heartbreak.
And I believed him. Why not? I was young and his shadow fell across me with weight and substance and truth. He was my hero. But in some ways, I suppose, he was too much like my other heroes: Frank Robinson, Ricky Nelson, Maverick. I looked up to them because of their accomplishments or their image, not because of who they really were. I didnâ€™t really know who they were outside of that. Such was the case with my dad. He was a great athlete in his younger years, had a drawer full of medals for track and field, swimming, baseball, basketball, and a bunch from the army to prove it.
It was my dad who had managed to pull the strings that allowed me to have a paper route in the first place. I remember reading the pride in his eyes earlier in the spring when he first told me I got the job. His voice rose and fell within a wider range than usual as he explained how I would now be serving a valuable purpose in society by being directly responsible for informing people of local, national, and even international events. My dad made it sound importantâ€”an act of responsibility, being this cog in the wheel of life, the great mandala. And it made me feel important, better defining my place in the universe. In a firm handshake with my dad, I promised I wouldnâ€™t let him down.
Finishing up folding and banding the last paper, I knew I was running a little late because Spencer, the bullmastiff next door, had already begun to bark in anticipation of my arrival. Checking the Bulova wristwatch that my dad had given me as a gift the morning of my first route confirmed it. I proceeded to cram forty newspapers into my greasy white canvas pouch and loop the straps over my bike handles. Riding my self-painted, fluorescent green Country Roadâ€“brand bike handed down from my brother, I would deliver these papers mostly to my immediate neighborhood and swing back around to pick up the final thirty-six.
I picked the olive green army hat up off the step. Though most boys my age wore baseball caps, I was seldom seen without the hat my dad wore in World War II. Slapping it down onto my head, I hopped onto my bike, turned on the headlight, and was off down my driveway, turning left on the sidewalk that ran along the front of our corner property on Willowcreek Road.
I rode around to where our street dead-ended, curving into Briarbrook. Our eccentric young neighbors, the Springfields, lived next door in a house theyâ€™d painted black. Mr. and Mrs. Springfield chose to raise a devil dog named Spencer rather than experiencing the joy of parenthood. Approaching the corner of their white picket fence on my bike, I could see the strong, determined, shadowy figure of that demon dashing back and forth along the picket fence, snarling and barking at me loudly enough to wake the whole neighborhood. As was my custom, I didnâ€™t dare slow down while I heaved the rolled-up newspaper over his enormous head into their yard. Spencer sprinted over to the paper and pounced on it, immediately tearing it to shredsâ€”a daily reenactment. The couple insisted that I do this every day, as they were attempting to teach Spencer to fetch the morning paper, bring it around to the back of the house where he was supposed to enter by way of the doggy door, and gently place the newspaper in one piece on the kitchen table so it would be there to peruse when they woke for breakfast.
Theirs was one of only two houses in the neighborhood that were fenced in, a practice uncommon in the suburbs because it implied a lack of hospitality. Even a small hedge along a property line could be interpreted as stand-offish. The Springfieldsâ€™ choice of house color wasnâ€™t helpful in dispelling this notion. And yet it was a good thing that they chose to enclose their property because we were all quite certain that if Spencer ever escaped his yard, he would systematically devour every neighborhood kid, one by one. The strange thing was that the picket fence couldnâ€™t have been more than three feet high, low enough for even a miniature poodle to clearâ€”so why hadnâ€™t Spencer taken the leap? Could it be that he was just biding his time, waiting for the right moment to jump that hurdle? So I was thankful for the Springfieldsâ€™ ineptitude when it came to dog training because it allowed me to buffer Spencerâ€™s appetite, knowing that whenever he did decide to make his move, I would most likely be the first course on the menu.
The neighborhood houses on my route were primarily ranch style, third-little-pig variety, and always on my left. On my left so that I could grab a paper out of my bag and heave it across my body, allowing for more mustard on my throw and more accuracy than if I had to sling it backhand off to my right side. This technique also helped build up strength in my pitching arm. I always aimed directly toward the middle of the driveway instead of anywhere near the porch, which could, as Iâ€™d learned, be treacherous territory. An irate Mrs. Messerschmitt from Sleepy Hollow Road once dropped by my house, screaming, â€œYouâ€™ve murdered my children! Youâ€™ve murdered my children!â€ Apparently Iâ€™d made an errant toss that tore the blooming heads right off her precious pansies and injured a few hapless marigolds. From that day on I shot for the middle of the driveway, making sure no neighborsâ€™ flowers ever suffered a similar fate at my hands.
I passed my friend Mouse Millerâ€™s house, crossed the street, and headed down the other side of Briarbrook, past Allison Hoffmanâ€™s houseâ€”our resident divorcÃ©e. All my friends still had their two original parents and family intact, which made Mrs. Hoffmanâ€™s status a bit of an oddity. Maybe it was the polio scare that people my parentsâ€™ age had had to live through that appeared to make them wary of any abnormality in another human being. It wasnâ€™t just being exposed to the drug addicts or the murderers that concerned them, but contact with any fringe members of society: the divorcÃ©es and the widowers, the fifty-year-old bachelors, people with weird hairdos or who wore clothing not found in the Sears catalogue. People with facial hair were especially to be avoided.
You didnâ€™t want to be a nonconformist in 1960. Though nearly a decade had passed, effects of the McCarthy hearings had left some Americans with lingering suspicions that their neighbor might be a Red or something worse. So everyone did their best to just fit in. There was an unspoken fear that whatever social dysfunction people possessed was contagious by mere association with them. I had a feeling my mom believed this to be the case with Allison Hoffmanâ€”that all my mother had to do was engage in a five-minute conversation with any divorced woman, and a week or so later, my dad would come home from work and out of the blue announce, â€œHoney, I want a divorce.â€
Likely in her late twenties, Mrs. Hoffman was attractive enough to be a movie star or at least a fashion modelâ€”she was that pretty. She taught at a junior high school across town, but for extra cash would tutor kids in her spare time. Despite her discriminating attitude toward Mrs. Hoffman, my mother was forced to hire her as a tutor for my sixteen-year-old brother for two sessions a week, seeing as Bobby could never quite grasp the concept of dangling participles and such. Still, whenever she mentioned Mrs. Hoffmanâ€™s name, my mom always found a way to justify setting her Christian beliefs aside, calling her that woman, as in, â€œjust stay away from that woman.â€ Mom must have skipped over the part in the Bible where Jesus healed the lepers. Anyway, Mrs. Hoffman seemed nice enough to me when Iâ€™d see her gardening in her yard or when Iâ€™d have to collect newspaper money from her; a wave and smile were guaranteed.
I delivered papers down Briarbrook, passed my friend Sheenaâ€™s house on the cul-de-sac, and went back down to Willowcreek, where I rolled past the Jensensâ€™ vacant house. The For Sale sign had been stuck in the lawn out front since the beginning of spring. Iâ€™d seen few people even stop by to look at the charming, white frame house I remember as having great curb appeal. Every kid on the block was rooting for a family with at least a dozen kids to move in to provide some fresh blood.
A half a block later, I turned the corner and was about to toss the paper down Mr. Melzerâ€™s drive when I spotted the old man lying under his porch light, sprawled out on the veranda, his blue overall-covered legs awkwardly dangling down the front steps of his farm house. I immediately stood up on my bike, slammed on the brakes, fish-tailed a streak of rubber on the sidewalk, dumped the bike, and rushed up to his motionless body. â€œMr. Melzer! Mr. Melzer!â€ Certain he was dead, I kept shouting at him like he was only asleep or deaf. â€œMr. Melzer!â€ I was afraid to touch him to see if he was alive.
The only dead body I had touched up till then was my great-uncle Frankâ€™s at his wake, and it was not a particularly pleasant experience. I was five years old when my mom led me up to the big shiny casket where I peered over the top to see the man lying inside. Standing on my tiptoes, I stared at Frankâ€™s clay-colored face, which I believed looked too grumpy, too dull. While alive and kicking, my uncle was an animated man with ruddy cheeks who spoke and reacted with passion and humor, but the expression he wore while lying in that box was one that Iâ€™d never seen on his face before. I was quite sure that if heâ€™d been able to gaze in the mirror at his dead self with that stupid, frozen pouting mouth looking back at him, he would have been humiliated and embarrassed as all get out. And so, while no one watched, I started poking and prodding at his surprisingly pliable mouth, trying to reshape his smile into something more natural, more familiar, like the expression heâ€™d worn recalling the time he drove up to frigid Green Bay in a blizzard to watch his beloved Browns topple Bart Starr and the Green Bay Packers. Or the one heâ€™d displayed while telling us what a thrill it was to meet Betty Grable at a USO function during the war, or the grin that always appeared on his face right after heâ€™d take a swig of a cold beer on a hot summer day. It was a look of satisfaction that I was after, and was pretty sure I could pull it off. Those hours of turning shapeless Play-Doh into little doggies and snowmen had prepared me for this moment.
After a mere twenty seconds of my molding handiwork, I had successfully managed to remove my uncleâ€™s grim, lifeless expression. Unfortunately I had replaced it with a hideous-looking full-on smile, his teeth beaming like the Joker from the Batman comics. Before I could step back for a more objective look, my Aunt Doris let out a little shriek behind me; an older gentleman gasped, which brought my brother over, and he let out a howl of laughter, all followed by a flurry of activity that included some heated discussion among relatives, the casketâ€™s being closed, and my motherâ€™s hauling me out of the room by my earlobe.
But you probably donâ€™t really care much about my Uncle Frank. Youâ€™re wondering about Mr. Melzer and if heâ€™s a character who has kicked the bucket before you even got to know him or know if you like him. You will like him. I did. â€œMr. Melzer!â€ I gave him a good poke in the arm. Nothing . . . then another one.
The fact is I was surprised when Mr. Melzer began to move. First his head turned . . . then his arm wiggled . . . then he rose, propping himself up onto an elbow, attempting to regain his bearings.
â€œWhat?â€ He looked around, glassy-eyed, still groggy. â€œDavy?â€
I suddenly felt dizzy and nearly fell down beside him on the porch. â€œYeah, itâ€™s me.â€
â€œI must have dozed off. Guess the farmer in me still wants to wake with the dawn, but the old man, well, he knows better.â€ He looked my way. â€œYouâ€™re white as a sheetâ€”you okay, boy?â€
Actually I was feeling pretty nauseated. â€œYeah, Iâ€™m okay. I just thought . . .â€
â€œWhat? You thought what?â€
â€œWell, when I saw you lying there . . . I just thought . . .â€
â€œThat I was dead?â€ I nodded. â€œWell, no, no, I can see where that might be upsetting for you. Come to think of it, itâ€™s a little upsetting to me. Not that Iâ€™m not prepared to meet my maker, mind you. Or to see Margaret again.â€ He leaned heavily on his right arm, got himself upright, and adjusted his suspenders. â€œThe fact is . . . I do miss the old gal. The way sheâ€™d know to take my hand when it needed holdinâ€™. Or how she could make a room feel comfortable just by her sitting in it, breathing the same air. Heck, I even miss her lousy coffee. And I hope, after these two years apart, she might have forgotten what a pain in the rear I could be, and she might have the occasion to miss me a bit, too.â€
Until that moment, I hadnâ€™t considered the possibility of the dead missing the living. Sometimes when he wasnâ€™t even trying to, Mr. Melzer made me think. And it always surprised me how often he would just say anything that came into his head. He never edited himself like most adults. He was like a kid in that respect, but more interesting.
â€œYou believe in heaven?â€ I asked Mr. Melzer.
â€œRather counting on it. How â€™bout you?â€
â€œMy mom says that when we go to heaven weâ€™ll be greeted by angels with golden wings.â€
â€œReally? Angels, huh?â€
â€œAnd she says that theyâ€™ll sing a beautiful song written especially for us.â€
â€œReally? Your motherâ€™s an interesting woman, Davy. But I could go for thatâ€”I could. Long as theyâ€™re not sitting around on clouds playing harps. Donâ€™t care for harp music one bit. Pretty sure it was the Marx Brothers that soured me on that instrument.â€
â€œWell, those Marx Brothers, in every movie they made theyâ€™d be running around, being zany as the dickens, and then Harpoâ€”the one who never spoke a lick, the one with the fuzzy blond hairâ€”always honking his horn and chasing some skinny, pretty gal around. Anyway, in the middle of all their high jinks, Harpo would come across some giant harp just conveniently lying around somewhere, and heâ€™d feel obliged to stop all the antics to play some sappy tune that just about put you to sleep. I could never recover. Turned me sour on the harp, he did. Iâ€™m more of a horn man, myself. Give me a saxophone or trumpet and Iâ€™m happy. And Iâ€™m not particularly opposed to a fiddle either. But harpsâ€”I say round â€™em up and burn â€™em all. Melt â€™em down and turn them into something practical . . . something that canâ€™t make a sound . . . thatâ€™s what I say.â€
See, I told you heâ€™d pretty much say anything. I donâ€™t think that Mr. Melzer had many people to listen to him. And just having a bunch of thoughts roaming around in his head wasnâ€™t enough. I think Mr. Melzer chattered a lot so that he wouldnâ€™t lose himself, so he could remember who he was.
â€œYeah, well, anyway, I figure Iâ€™ll go home when itâ€™s my time,â€ he continued. â€œJust hope it can wait for the harvest, seeing as thereâ€™s no one else to bring in the corn when itâ€™s time.â€
As far back as I could remember, Mr. Melzer used to drag this little red wagon around the neighborhood on August evenings, stacked to the limit with ears of corn. And heâ€™d go door to door and hand out corn to everybody like he was some kind of an agricultural Santa.
â€œDo you know I used to have fields of corn as far as the eye can see . . . way beyond the rooftops over there?â€
I did know this, but I never tired of the enthusiasm with which he told it, so I didnâ€™t stop him. About ten years before, Mr. Melzer had sold off all but a few acres of his farmland to a contractor, resulting in what became my neighborhood.
â€œI still get a thrill when I shuck that first ear of corn of the harvest, and see that ripe golden row of kernels smiling back at me. Hot, sweet corn, lightly salted with butter dripping down all over it . . . mmm. Nothing better. Donâ€™t nearly have the teeth for it anymore. You eat yours across or up and down?â€
â€œMe too. Only way to eat corn. Tastes better across. When I see somebody munching on an ear like thisâ€â€”the old man rolled the imaginary ear of corn in front of his imaginary teeth chomping downâ€”â€œI just want to slap him upside the head.â€
I was starting to run very late, and he noticed me fidgeting.
â€œOh, yeah, here I am blabbering away, and you got a job to do.â€
â€œIâ€™ll get your paper.â€ I ran back to my bike lying on the sidewalk.
â€œSo I see nobodyâ€™s bought the Jensen place yet,â€ he yelled out to me.
I grabbed a newspaper that had spilled out of my bag onto the sidewalk, and rushed back to Mr. Melzer. â€œNot yet. Whoever does, hope they have kids.â€ I handed the old man the newspaper.
â€œListen, Iâ€™m sorry I scared you,â€ he said.
â€œItâ€™s okay.â€ I looked over at a pile of unopened newspapers on the porch by the door. â€œMind if I ask you something?â€
â€œHow come you never read the paper?â€
â€œOh, donâ€™t know. At some point I guess you grow tired of bad news. Besides, these days all the news I need is right here in the neighborhood.â€
â€œSo why do you still order the paper?â€
The old man smiled. â€œWell, the way I see it, if I didnâ€™t order the paper, Iâ€™d miss out on these splendid little chats with you, now wouldnâ€™t I?â€
I told you youâ€™d like him. I grinned. â€œIâ€™m glad youâ€™re not dead, Mr. Melzer.â€
â€œLikewise,â€ he said, shooting a wink my way. When I turned around to walk back to my bike, I heard the rolled up newspaper hit the top of the pile.
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